OP - This is still almost entire true, and hasn't changed...

Long Story Short

Bombed - 12/2007 - ILYBINILWY -
"out of love w/you since you forced me to buy this house..."

Decides to Stay - 1/2008 -
never really tells me, but (in a txt) answers me that "he's not going anywhere (?) LOL"

1/2008 - 11/17/2008 -
I do about everything wrong... beg, plead, gifts, R talks weekly w/tons of crying

DB'ing Begins - 11/1/2008 -
initial superb response, still in the same house/same bed, no further talks, no further intimacy, I am just his kids mom, and (probably) one of his best friends


CURRENT

Still emotional daily (alone)
Health suffering from stress of m/r and loneliness
Live together harmoniously, and enjoyably, for the kids... (doesn't work when one of you is still in love with the other)

I've 180'd, I've GAL'd, I've Acted AS IF, I've, I've, I've...

... become a shadow of what I once was.

Me-46, D-21, S15, S13

After many years w/my head in the sand...
I FILED
Divorced 6/2011

The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.