Next steps

[avermont]

Thanks for checking in, RW.

I'm trying to be better about checking in on other's posts, but I just so don't feel I have anything to contribute!

I am up/down/up/down.

Great weekend learning to teleski. New skill, meet new people.

Roomie moved in today. It will be so nice having someone else around the house! but weird, too--lots of years since having a "housemate." And the weirdest part is she is a beautiful blonde WAW--trying this separation to see what is up with the M. I am keeping my mouth shut unless and until we get to sharing stories.

Processing alot about the house. That is really eating at me. Options, options.

And horrible feelings of...fighting over the house...closes all doors...tears up any possible "road back." I am truly truly truly trying to feel "done" "over" "moving on" and then some dumb fantasy will come up involving some sweet email from him that opens up the door.

Thanks to pearl for all her 2x4's I am trying to keep going on forward momentum!

Thanks for checking in. I was moved by your post about it being just about a year since ILYBINILWY speech in the car....and here you are, piecing it back together. I appreciate your honest posts about how difficult it is.

You keep going, girl!