Hey CC, Just wanted to encourage you that you sound like you are finding your way through this in an amazing way! I hear you that you don't feel very strong, but your thought processes and your choices show an inner strength and integrity that will be (and already is) such a good role model for your son. It's a journey you didn't want and didn't choose, but you are finding your way through it, growing as a person and setting the stage for good things to come your way in the future.
