Wired has good advice for you about focusing on your son. You'll never regret putting him first. Quitting smoking would be a 180 for you and it would be good for the health of your whole family. Although it's hard to quit, I'm guessing it's easier than losing the love of one's life (which has happened to me).
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
