Stuck, I did have my first Dr. appt. today. He has put me on some medication to take the edge of the depression and anxiety. He also gave me the card to a therapist here that is free through a program my work has set up.
Had a good long talk with a friend today who also pounded in the "wake up" and start taking action. So that makes 3 slaps to the head. smile
Honestly, I really have no ideal what I want to do right now. But will post back as soon as I get my plan layed out.
I need to pull away from this board for a couple days as I look back and see that I have been using it as a crutch waiting for the magic words to come through that would make everything alright. Not realizing they have been here all along.


M:40
W:40
D: 21
S: 18
D: 17
Md: 18 years
-1/19/2010 W wants out
-6/03/10 "Live for today, for tomorrow is promised to no-one.."