feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

I don't know what I want to do you guys...really. I need time to think. I'm sure H will end up making the decision for both of us. He is on the way out anyway.

Today I sent an e to OW telling her that her relationship with my H is unacceptable and if it didn't stop I would notify her H and her boss. SEVEN minutes later my H text me "whatever you did you've now crossed the line..I hope you're satisfied w/the results I'm being called into HR..I am going to lose it."

He continues to say "You really haven't learned..I hope u realize what u have now done." I text back "I'm protecting my family." He says, "No u r not I'm done!" more texts "You pushed me over edge" "You have no idea as usual."

Remember back in 1998 I caught him "talking" to another woman at his office. She left him a voicemail telling him she misses him and hoped his wife didn't get the message. I wrote her to act like a lady and stay out of my marriage and keep her relationship with H strictly business. I then wrote her boss. She was fired. Later on about 2 months later H was laid off with severance. He believes to this day it was my fault he lost his job and blames me!

So...he says he is done...we'll see what the clown has in his bag of tricks for me today when he gets home. He will try to pull me into arguing but I won't fall for it OR he will pack his stuff and leave to prove a point.

Go ahead - punish me - nothing phases me anymore.