Yes it does... and I will NOT back down.....but I still find myself after all these years still hoping and praying he will one day "COME TO HIS SENSES" I am in no way just sitting by the phone waiting on his call that will maybe never come, I enjoy my life now, but every now and then I have a happy thought or some commercial he liked or movie we watched.....i would think by now I would never give it one thought but I still do.....I pray on a daily basis for strength, and courage, guidance.... How much longer must I have these thoughts....I have trouble sometimes accepting the fact that he may never come home.....I never had a chance.. he never moved back into the area....FEELING SAD FOR MY DAUGHTER THOUGH.....she is the one I want for the most to be happy and she is not....she keeps everything buried deep inside of her...3yrs....that is a long time to wait and hope for something and nothing changes.....
