how do i keep my hope alive?

[trytryagain]

i don't know, all of those things could be possible.

he did just call and leave me a message. he said he was going to try and find a counselor to talk to. and he ended the message by saying he loves me. he hasn't said that to me in over a month.

i can't imagine that my H would feel like i didn't care much for him, but maybe in his head he felt that way or he felt like he wasn't making me happy because i would seek assurance from him every few months (on the downside of my "wave" which i learned after reading mars and venus - so glad that one's in your que!). but i guess no one ever knows what someone else is really thinking.

i don't know how to respond to that message.