No, I didnt touch his hand, but I did other things... LOL (joking)
Today he stayed home to babysit while my dad and mom went for my dad's tests. Somehow, I started thinking what that meant to him. I realised he was probably trying to support me and show me...love. I got here, he left in a hurry and I called him and told him "thank you for doing that, I wasnt stressed out today because I knew you would take care of the kids, it was important to me."
Caught him by surprise, he said something I didnt get and I said "bye".
So, what is the most important thing/characteristic I value about myself or that I would want to be described as? What do I want my kids to think of when they think of me?
My answer: that I was loving, understanding and valued my life. That I am "safe" and caring.
That's my big goal. And I am not that with H. And it is irrelevant to what will happen with us. So there you have it, a goal, a big one. So what if he benefits from it as well? LOL
