Not Me Ever...part 3

[Serenity13]

Update...

I spoke to someone in the alt. about this however I also have to put it here to be picked apart.

Yesterday -

H picks up little one (remember the text fest a couple of days ago) around 11am...

I received a text from oldest S containing some foul words as well as a b-day wish...

I got to Church about 10:30am...After Sunday School & then service, I spoke to one of the ministers for a few before heading out...

I walk to the car and unlock it only to have a car honk at me...

A car parked directly behind the one I am driving...

It is my H and both boys just sitting there...

Now H has always picked up and dropped off little one at the house when I am gone - For whatever reason...

Here they sit...Behind me...At Church...

Anywho...

Little one gets out telling me to "hug Daddy" inside I am thinking "If I wasn't in a Church parking lot I may run him over as opposed to hugging him"...

H never got out of the car...

I walked over to the passengers side where older S was and he got out and gave me a big hug, told me Happy Bday etc...

I glanced over at H and he is sitting there watching me...

He sees me glance over and sucks his gut in and sits up a little straighter...

OMG he has gained some weight...

He is all scruffy looking...

Like he hasn't shaved in about 3 weeks...

Wearing some hideous clothing (ie: clothes for someone who isn't 41 friggen years old) with his gut just hanging there chillin...

I on the other hand look good of course because I just stepped out of Church...

He tries to look around to my hand (just like always)...

I made it easy on him...

Picked up little man and faced my H where he could see I no longer wear his ring...

Turned around with my back held high, put little guy in the car and drove away.

Not a single word came out of his mouth the whole time he was there.

(((Hugs)))