Dating not on my mind or agenda, so I feel as you do. I am not giving up the fight and right now my focus is to move on, keep my 180 as best I can, and heal myself. Incidentally - I found some song lyrics that hit me like a ton of bricks - so appropriate right now. I hurt, she's leaving our union, I cant do much to change that althought I'd like to, she has to fix herself, and maybe there is light at the end of the tunnel, maybe.... the words:

"I know the pain of too much tenderness
Wondering when or if you'll be back again
Wanting to live for you
And being banned from giving
Only Love will turn you around........."

Later.....


Me: 48
W: 47
M: 25 years T: 30 years
S24, D21, D11
Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09
Separated Feb 2010