My H, wanted to drive off of the overpass more than once. He may still feel that way, IDK. And yes, nothing in his life that is unfixable other than MLC.
Going dark, while hard, may be necessary for you. At one point, in order to make it harder for me to contact H, I removed him from my cell phone. Then I had to type in his number, which meant I had to THINK before I did it.
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
