If I pour all my efforts into making my separation into a 'honeymoon', less the ML and still being honestly myself, but I find that even after Retrouvaille I don't want to stay with her, will I have just hurt her?
She has told me that the hardest part for her is that she's afraid that it won't work out and it would hurt too much. So she wants to pull away and keep some distance so if I don't stay, she won't get hurt.
I don't know how to stay somewhat apart, but still try to find love for my W when I don't touch her and our interactions are somewhat cold/distant.