I am very thankful because if H is going to keep making progress I want to stick with it. I want my marriage to work because I do love H. I hate waiting, and the hardest part is part of the reason everythign happened last year is because OW's husband has a job where he travels a lot this time of year. He is gone almost every other weekend. It all starts in two weeks. I don't know how I am going to handle all of that. I know OW will call H (his weakness is ignoring her, which I don't understand because he did it to me for three weeks) and ask to hang out. OW H will be gone a lot until the end of May so now when he is gone, she will call H and H has told me that he can't ignore he because then she gets worried and goes into a panic attack. I am going to see how this weekend goes and might have to have a little sit down next week to talk about my feelings.


Me29 S3
H left 4/1/09
I file 8/2/10
Divorce final 5/17/11
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