WOW - You guys are so sweet - I thank you all from the bottom of my heart for the wonderful wishes, the songs, the prayers, the shoulders, the friendship, yes the 2x4's as well as the amazing love you have.
During the darkest hour of my life here you all sit/stand...Beacons of light showing me the way...
I told a friend in the alt...My Pastor said in his sermon yesterday, He would send angels down to surround us during trials and tribulations...
Through my pain, I now see you all are those angels...
I kneel at night praying for guidance, for wisdom, for peace of mind, for mental clarity...
Begging for a light in the darkness to guide me to the path He wants me to be on - Every single night, I ask for this and then realized last night (after mentally going over the sermon) I already had what I was seeking...In the form of you all...
Each of you is here for a different reason besides the obvious...
Whether it is to share your wisdom - Puppy, Coach, Greek, Robx, Gucci, City, VH, Tomato etc...
To bring a smile to someones' day - Rocked, Mind, Sad, MO3, Cutter, Gno, Spy, Pat, Awoken, Pearl etc...
To hold someone up when they just can't stand anymore - Gardener, Trent, Tristan, Kara, GIMA, Mac etc...
Aside from the names mentioned above, everyone is here for a purpose and I know there are many many others not mentioned...
My sitch will be a year old this month -
A year since my H opened a door that should have never been allowed to be cracked -
A year since the rug was pulled out from beneath my feet -
A year ago I was thrust into the blackest, emptiest, scariest time in my life - A time I will admit I didn't think I would survive however because of each and everyone of you, I am emerging...
Into what, I don't know - I am still being molded however I do know this - Whatever I emerge as will be a million times better then what I was and that right there makes this one of the best as well as one of the worst years of my life.
I am off to visit Goldy - I will be back with a mini update.
Love and Friendship to you all.
(((((Hugs)))))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
