Me too, I totally believe in marriage. I think that is what makes it the hardest to let go. Even though I know so much has happened, at the end of it all I still think, "OK, but it was for better or WORSE, forever, right? Where is our chance to get back to the better if you just quit and walk away?"
That is what is frustrating, I think. And I doubt I will ever be "ok" with seeing my H with someone else, much less marrying them...
Sorry about the cold/thing you have going on. My doc recommended a neti bottle, it wasn't real pleasant but it helped!
