Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

Jstar, yes, I allowed WH with me in delivery. BUT there are WHs out there who are 1) cheating AND 2) being jerks toward their BWs. Then there are WHs out there who are 1) cheating and 2)acting "civil" toward their BWs which is how my WH has been the whole time.

If he was not into being a dad, then I would have just filed for D and looked for someone else to be a father like another poster on here told me she did (was it ravenly??)

So that is why I let WH in (and I was hoping it would bond him to our S because I was unsure if he would totally freak out and walk away since he was capable of cheating on me--I didn't know what to expect).