Wife lost her love for me - my story

[TomLost Love]

Thanks, but I'm not perfect and it is hard and I had a slip yesterday. My W, 2 daughters, and I were all at my younger daughters Twirling competition Sunday morning. W's text's etc keep coming and she gets up to go to the bathroon. Kids ask me where mom is after half hour, and I just said she's on the phone in the hallway - which we all knew anyway - I had seen her when I had to hit the bathroom. When she did come back and they asked where she was - she said she was on phone with her sister and sister in-law planning movie date - but I know this NOT the case and that was a lie. We fought later in the afternoon about her lying - it just was so much anger bottled up I couldn't contain anymore. I confronted her about the picture of her too - she said I wouldn't understand and it was a joke. (Sure nice joke!!) I have a LOT of anger and resentment towards her, but I spoke my peace, let it be know how I FEEL to her, and thats that. I feel better, even if that was critical mistake in DBing. I'm a very quiet and reserved person normally, but I just had to let some steam out and I feel a lot better today that I got some final things off my chest before we seperate. While I hurt like hell inside, I am really determined and focused now to get an apartment w/ my son (will find out if we got it tonight) and start next phase of my life. Getting that anger out really helped my attitude, so even if I was wrong, it helped me to feel better. Back to work - more later...... I feel a lot stronger today.....