THat is how it seems for me too.......this doesn't seem real, even though I know it is. He wasn't capable of doing these things, what the H*LL happened to him? Yeah I ask myself all those things all the time too.
I'm sorry you had to go through that pain with your first...sounds awful!
You have no idea how encouraging it was to hear you say that I will love again and someone will love me. Because ...it's hard to believe or see right now.
My son, unfortunately remembers and knows too much
