C-Bart, I am sorry that it did not go the way you wanted it to go. I hope there is something that you could take away that was positive for you. I will look for your post. I hope your day goes well. Hang in there.
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.