I just got back from a weekend at my brothers house. I had the little men with me this weekend, I am so lucky to have them. All in all a good weekend.
I haven't talked all that much about my little men yet. Did I mention how blessed I am to have them in my life, how blessed to have;
1. the opportunity to be their father 2. met and married their mother, without her they would not be hear - so I am eternally grateful to her for carrying them and caring for them 3. the opportunity to feel frustrated with, sad, angry, confused, overwhelmed, overjoyed, and loved by my two little men.
I cherish every moment with them.
The loss of time with them is incredibly difficult. THose that say its quality time not quantity that counts is smoking crack. It's those little random moments that add up. A random moment of watching your kds play, or cuddling on the couch while you all watch the same animated movie again for the googooplex time. "googooplex", real number? I don't know, S8 says to me all the time that it's the highest number, I just like the way it sounds. So now every little moment is another opportunity to just "be" with them. It's another moment for a teachable scenereo, another moment to say I LOVE YOU, another moment to read to them, hug them, brush their teeth, nag them about the same things I have asked them to do "googooplex" times before. I could go on and on.
I LOVE BEING MY LITTLE MENS FATHER AND I AM BLESSED TO HAVE THEM IN MY LIFE
