So I feel lately that I don't know how my marriage can be saved. My wife hasn't changed; she continues to spend entire days out and about, lying about her whereabouts, etc. She's just a totally different person than I thought she was. And I'm realizing more and more that I don't know if I will ever be able to trust her again the way I'd need to trust her. For her to consciously continue this affair, and to lie and deceive so willingly, is against everything I believe in.
So I guess I feel like maybe I'm starting to feel that divorce might be a good option. And I never thought I'd say that. I want and deserve to be happy. I don't think I can wait for two years to see if she wants to stop her infidelity and return to me, and then spend more years trying (TRYING) to regain some ability to trust her.
