it took all the strength i have not to text or email my H today. i just wanted to make sure he was ok in all the snow, but i resisted contacting him. he knows how to reach me when he's ready to talk. i'm still doing my best to focus on ME and pursue things that will make me happy, but 95% of the time, i feel mostly like i'm just trying to distract myself. i miss my H all the time. it's been over a month since he decided he wanted to separate, which i know isn't that long of a time, but it seems like it's been a year. absence can make the heart grow fonder, but can't it make it forget, too??
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless
