Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

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P, I wasn't horrified that he left. I did tell him he didn't have to wait there with us.

Of course you did. That's woman speak for 'I need you to be here but I don't want to tell you that' He should have been there - plain and simple as you said. As long as he recognised that - we all screw up.

I have been being distant and look forward to doing it every day this week...just like NC, it gets easier each day it is accomplished, kwim?

NC get's easier day by day by day. Then it get's harder and harder and harder ... then it get';s easier and easier and easier ... get the pattern. One of the hardest things I ever did. It worked for me though ... not for the M.