Thanks again Awoken, Another Mild break down today. Made it to the bedroom before the kids could see. I've come to the point where I cant go any further down. I cant eat, I haven't slept but a couple hours in the past 3 days and the pain inside is almost unbearable. I tried to stay busy by cleaning out the basement and just getting read of some old junk. I ran across the little toolbox I bought my son years ago so he could be daddies little man... We never used it. I look back at all the things I chased for happiness when they stood right in front of me. Im trying so hard now, but it hurts. Im sure you all know. Please, pray for me.
M:40 W:40 D: 21 S: 18 D: 17 Md: 18 years -1/19/2010 W wants out -6/03/10 "Live for today, for tomorrow is promised to no-one.."
