Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

P, I wasn't horrified that he left. I did tell him he didn't have to wait there with us. And I did talk to 2 other moms alone ith their babies. But you are right--very selfish. Luckily he isn't a total deadbeat dad so I was not as upset about it, really. And based on the guilt he demonstrated I think he knew it was wrong.

But aside from all that, it was wrong for him to not be there, plain and simple.

I have been being distant and look forward to doing it every day this week...just like NC, it gets easier each day it is accomplished, kwim?