Hi Jstar, have been reading your posts. You have been through a lot and you are very strong. I have not gone for counselling yet for the miscarriage. I am away and will go back to our marital home. It has simply been all about him getting what he wants. He has never mentioned the loss or expressed anything about it. He is acting as though it never happended and he does not want to deal with it. He never wanted it. It's tough sometimes to imagine that but it is the truth.
I have cut all communiction with him, I am trying to heal and thinking about divorce is not my priority now. It's been almost two months since the miscarriage and I have not seen him for 2.5 months.
How do I deal with allthis? I am sad and sometimes want my H back but at other times feel that what he has done is unforgivable. I am confused and any communication from him really stresses me. I ordered the DB books but inthe meantime, I am reading the threads on the BB.
