Welcome to the board and I'm sorry you find yourself here but you've definitely come to the right place. Everyone here is wondeful and supportive. It's late and I only took a quick look at your situation. I will say that I reently found out that I suffer from depression so I know first hand how it cn make people feel. Since I was diagnosed with depression I have been on meds and it has helped me trememdously. The good news is that people who seek help for their depression will get better.
You will receive a lot of great advice and support from the people on this board. I'm sure the veterans will be along in the morning with some great advice to help you. In the meantime I can offer you my support and encouragement. You will get through this, just be strong and hang in there. I wish you the best and good luck. Talk to you later.
Best, mza8
M 38 WAW 36 Together 19 years Married 12 years Bomb/Separated Oct. 09 I love my wife Sitch