Yes I've reflected.I understand a lot of things.It sure is frustrating when you can't have that heart to heart with someone.And that someone thinks and rationalizes all this.
I'm heartbroken and regretful.She and I both missed out on time with eachother/kids/away from eachother,because of my career.
But part of me feels her personality, this was probably bound to happen.She was always too tight or tense.She liked to play the martyr role and then escape.
I'm probably more forgiving now of her MLC and starting to get angry at the things she kept from me before the split.She flat hid stuff from me.
