feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

Today...well it wasn't very good. H was very mean and distant...more than ever seriously. We went to pick up our boat today.

I asked him about my car (have to turn in my escalade it's leased) and I said, "I need to know what to do with the car" he said, "I don't know what to do" (meaning I don't want to buy you a car) He sarcastically said later in the afternoon "I don't care...why don't you get a bus pass"...that hurt.

I'm tired of this guy and all his hurtful sh*t...how much more do I have to take really?

I'm in the back room with all my kids because he's been on his blackberry for 3 hours no joke. He wanted to watch a movie and I said, "if you want me to watch a movie with you put that thing away" he said, "Im not done" like a kid so I said, "ok I'm outta here."

I left the room and he doesn't care one bit.

I'm sick of this....Robx I wanna be like you!