woah, that p90x is a tough workout! I did it for 2 months, but then went out of town for a weekend, and never did it again. ya, shame on me. the bigger problem was I was starving when I did the program, and so I was eating more, like eggs and lots more protein, but then when I stopped, I didn't stop eating. oops.

oh well, consistency is my downfall.

Mind, I am really proud of you stating your thoughts to H.

Now, remember, you may not be getting the attention you want because H is giving you the attention that HE wants. so, maybe we could brainstorm on some ways that could show him without telling him, what type of attention you are really wanting.

which is.... I'm assuming one is intimacy, but what else.

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."