Tackled our income taxes today. Not too bad. I did think about sticking a chunk of the money into a separate account, and probably should have.
H has been less distant and more friendly, but that doesn't change the facts here. I just can't trust him until he is willing to stop all contact with OW.
H did call me last night, and again had no real reason. Chatted for a few minutes and then he had paperwork to attend to.
Overall just plodding along. One weird thing though...to any veterans out there -
Does detachment come and go? I went for several days feeling totally separate from all the M issues (back when I joined a few months ago). Then I was an emotional roller coaster. Now I feel totally distanced again.
I was actually pondering what my H contributes to our M besides money while I was assembling the futon last night. And by the way, don't assemble heavy wooden furniture alone if it can be helped. Ugh! But it was just a simple, intellectual assessment of what he is actually putting in versus what he withdraws in terms of support. I wasn't sad or upset, just thoughtful.
I realize that my biggest fear is not having the ability to financially support three babies. Other than that I've already learned to live without my H in every other way. It would be sad to actually choose to not be his spouse anymore, but he already did that anyway.
Meh...kinda a weird mood. Not emotional, just strange.
undefeated 24 H 24 S's 4, 2, 1 M 5 yrs
"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." ~Dale Carnegie
