TF, I am prepared for the time thing. I was writitng in my journal this morning and really started recalling events and times and know my W started down a slippery slope back in summer of 2008 but I don't think it started in ernest at that time. That was the beginning of WAW mode and that lasted up until I kicked her out or shortly before hand which would have been August of 2009. August 2009 is IMO when she went full on MLC.
My head keeps the expectations at zero, it is the heart that I have to train not to get hurt or keep the pain tolerable. I feel like the pain lets me know that I still care but the pain makes the time a challenge to endure. I love your signature, "Endurance is a testament of love" so true.
Last edited by missherlove; 02/06/1007:08 PM.
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
