Looking for help with WAW

[mza8]

nsw1222, thanks. I do feel like I am on the right path. At times I do feel like the WAS now but I'm not doing it for my W, I'm doing it for me. Don't really know what W is up to and honestly I don't care all that much. Hopefully that doesn't sound mean or selfish but right now this is what I need to do for me. Doesn't mean I don't love my W or hope for reconiliation but I am not consumed by it.