Thanks Kerry. S9's car came in first for Webelos but didn't fare anywhere near as well as last year. His car is going to divisionals but he had NO interest in watching at all. In fact, he left early for a sleepover playdate arranged by his mom (no...I didn't call the police, lolol).

STBXW met with realtors yesterday. They called me. Said she was fine with them and cried twice. That's the first time I have heard of tears from that woman.

Yeah...selling your home sucks. For the first time, D6 got tearful yesterday and didn't want to sell her home. "Where am I going to put my bed????"

Got very choked up. There are still so many elements outside of the M that cause pain. I still ask myself how I got here...have I chosen the right paths....maximized myself as a man??? Have I handled this the best I could? Am I really doing right by my kids if the courts are against me from the get go?

Huge changes are coming...HUGE. Finality of D. Loss of house. Possible HUGE change in career path. Will all my decisions be correct/good/constructive? I am scared, but, I will not faulter. Only time will tell.

FIB

Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11)
Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t
Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10
Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;