It seems the positive mood I had last night only set me up for a fall.
Last night I had two dreams that upset me. One involved my ex's divorced friend...and in it I wanted to ask her so bad why she had introduced my ex to the OM.
The next one was even worse, as in it my ex and I were holding one another and slow dancing. It felt so damn real...and then I woke up and I'm alone.
It's hard enough to control and push away thoughts when I'm awake...but dreams...forget about it.
After waking up from that dream about my ex I was missing her like crazy and wanted to call or text her so bad to see how she was doing...but I didnt.
Needless to say I'm feeling down. Plus we got almost 20 inches of snow here...and I'm worried that they will say they wont bring D3 back today...which means I'll be alone again the whole day/night.
