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is it normal for me to just want this to stop?
Yes
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ast night i felt like just screaming...which i did , outside when i took the doggies out!they looked at me like i was nuts! felt good though! lol.
Perfect. The dogs won't hold it against you.
Beat up a pillow if you need to.
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he needs space to fix himself
Yes you need to detach/NC and let him work on himself. You can not fix him! What he does makes no sense. Stop worrying about him. Love him from a distance. If you REALLY love him. Start DB'ing. That is the best way.


Me-70, D37,S36