He said he is done!!

[lostnotgone]

God give me the strength to get through this weekend. H is coming tomorrow to get his things from the house and move into his "own" house.

He came and took my D13 out to dinner lastnight and I was home when he dropped her off. I am trying not to show my angry - it is SO HARD. I can not even look at him. I told him that D13 and D16 was not going to help him move out - of course I then got the response that I was trying to keep them away from him. I am not doing this - I just do not feel that helping him move is healthy for them. S19 is old enough to make his own decisions.

I HATE that he is really moving out! But I need to go dark and maybe this will help. My head and my heart are not talkinig the same language. Heart keeps telling me to take every step I can to save our M - my head is telling me it is over.