Doing hard time on the MLC chain gang.

[MHL]

I see more and more of my wife these days instead of the alien. When I have dropped my son with her in the past week, I know she is trying extra hard to smile at me and be nice. These are glimpses of my old wife.

It is hard to look her in the eyes, at times I am feeling a connection with her. I see the affectionate look reflected back at me, I need to learn to do this with her but not get intangled. For me it is easy to be nice and friendly with her, but I have to keep it in check to maintain the detatchment.