Thank you for your support Luvless and Energizer. We were married five years and have no children. Our marriage was up and down but we loved or at least I loved him and we weathered the ups and downs. One problem is his depression which he has and had before I met him. He was in therapy for anxiety and panic attacks. He generally has low self-esteem. He feels left out and different and wants to 'fit in' desperately. He envies others and feels like he has never fitted in anywhere. I thought he was going through a MLC around before he walked out. The living together after I had left was purely for financial reasons on his part. I am taking a couple of months off since the new year to heal and then confront the monster D. He has absolutely no interest in saving the relationship or anything. He sent me D papers and wants me to sign them asap. I have not as I want to get a lawyer to advise me and represent me. He wants to just do it between us quickie style. Is this a case of him not wanting to face the situation? Just feel so hurt and I get angry sometimes although I try not to feel this way. Will it evver feel less painfull? Any insight would help. x
