I don't think OW is smart enough to be scared of me. Jeez, actually, I think I am tough--but wow--she totally HUNG OUT casually in FRONT of me! and X! Ack! Do not think this!! I am way stronger than she is!!!!

Breath. Next steps:

*Saw a realtor today.
*Emailed my financial guy to find out how much of stocks/bonds/IRA's I can really turn into cash.
*Met with a potential roomie. (weird!! she's a WAW! beautiful blonde, no less. I will get a lot more attention if I bring her to the local bar with me!) But she is also a nurse, and as I am considering that as a career change--seems like karma to me...)

step by step....


Me: 44
Him: 42
Together: 23 years; never married
Bomb: August 1, 2009
Affair since May 2009
Walk away; no conversation; no process