what do i do any more - i try GAL and feel better to an extent with myself, but she is still here and assumes i will leave at some point and just give it up.
doing 180's and nothing seems to help.
i am hitting a wall that i don't think i can get around, worst part is my boys are lashing out about how "mom needs to yell at them not me"(in hopes of me and her staying together) "i don't want you to leave"
i tell them that i will never leave them and that mom and dad are having a rough patch - but it is making them resent their mother which i do not want.
all i want is a chance...give me strangth for both of us please
M-37 W-36 S-11, S-9, D-4 PA exposed 3/13/10 10/19/10 moving on... most up to date sit
