CLV, still sounds like you are in the "shock" phase. According to what I have read, this is followed by the anger phase, which in turn is followed by another fun filled round of shock. I am praying I am at this stage as it means I am that much closer to the finish line.
Hope your kids are felling better as well.
As a side note, if we are all on this forum in the summer, I say we pack are bags and meet in Vegas. This might give me (us) a chance to win all the dam money I (we) have been giving to the L's.
