Running out of time.

[Cie la vie]

I'm starting to realize since my W moved out 1/26 that any contact whether via phone, text or email ends up putting me in a funk. Today is no exception. I also need to stop looking at her FB it doesn't help. The stuff I read there just makes me think she is enjoying being away from me. I don't need that on my mind.

I've got to find something constructive to do tonight or I'm going to be stewing in my juices all night. I think this reinforces the fact that I need to limit my contact as much as possible. When I see her Weds it will be the first time I will have seen her since she moved out. I'm pretty sure it will stir strong emotions in me.

It's in these down moments that I start to think asking her a question like "Do you still feel this is the right decision" pop into my head. Time seems to stand still in my empty house. It truly sucks.