That's how I feel....happy that he is suffering but then I end up feeling bad for even thinking those thoughts. Want him to hurt like he's hurt me. I'm sure he is suffering/hurting but in different ways. He uses alcohol, women, everything in an addictive form to compensate. Well, his family is pretty supportive with me, sympathetic I guess you could say but very much still "holic" in their behavior with him, codependent, not sure that will ever change quite honestly. They definitely contribute to his illness.
Your post really touched me. It was comforting to hear you will love again, and more importantly be loved again. People say that to be given what I've been through and I do want to believe them I do just not sure it will happen.
At this point....I haven't had been in contact with my H since Tuesday when our son was in the hospital. He continues to text me each day but I don't respond. I'm hoping to meet with a lawyer next week.
