Will just have to see. W knows if I said it, I'm serious. Has been 45 minutes now. No answer to response. Suspect she's wondering 'what else.' W knows me well enough to know when I said something like that, it's just the first page.
Will be interesting to see how long she has to think about it, and what she comes up with. If she hasn't answered by morning, I intend to send another text, somewhat like the first, but adding something the C convinced me of.
"That I hope things can change for the better, but if not, though I would have died for you, I won't die without you."
Will see. Don't want to push too hard, but she does have a right to know how I feel about that.
UGGG!!!!!
Don't ever count minutes in between text messages, emails or phone calls, that's horrible, you're still not in the right frame of mind for all of this.
Who cares when she replies back, that is your attitude, not "45 minutes" since she texted.
