i try not to let it consume me, but this is so new i'm not quite over the hump yet. last night was the first time i'd cried in at least a few days. hopefully some QT with friends this weekend will help get me out of my funk, and i did get to the gym last night and did some yoga at home - only to end up sobbing my way through my poses.

what's the difference between responding and reacting?? isn't responding with emotion the same thing as reaction?

Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless