The whole thing feels like an execution, that is exactly how I feel about it.
lose my breath some times, because that's exactly what i feel like, i'm on deathrow.
Brief recap if she texts and no question don't respond right?
Joke, I know the answer. I texted her too many times about D and I's Add stuff Monday. Haven't answered a text since. Not out of rudeness or anger, they didn't need an answer. Where in the past, I'd respond to everything.
Being nice and available or trying to be helpful hadn't gotten me anywhere.
It has been nice not getting any emails three wks now.
Oh hey on the focused on wife too much.
I thought it was safe here to discuss her, because I can't anywhere else.
I think I actually went a couple hrs today without thinking about her.
Wish I could get over that stage of grief where you're still a little out of it. Tired of forgetting stuff.
I know what I need to do guys.
I don't like it, but I know what I need to do.
Doing all the work on the divorce because the court system doesn't stop.
Wife is hasty, I'm trying to get the kids and her lined up.
No victim comments here, but I have been crushed like a coke can, by kids and her and work.
The only way the process stops if the couple seeks counseling together or reconciles. Believe me, you know the fixer here, don't think I didn't try to figure out some way for this deal to stretch out for 2-5yrs:)
I thought I was tough before all this, I'm finding out I'm getting tougher and more empathetic.
But I got to get to moving more.
Typical me i've got 100 projects going on and not one done.
