See hope, want to get there

[Gnosis]

Will just have to see. W knows if I said it, I'm serious. Has been 45 minutes now. No answer to response.

Don't worry about it. You carry on your "business" you're not her lap dog anymore. The tables have turned. It is she who has to worry about you now... no longer the other way around.

Suspect she's wondering 'what else.' W knows me well enough to know when I said something like that, it's just the first page.

This is mind-reading. Put an end to it. You stop worrying or wondering what she is thinking. This means you are still too attached. You need to detach more.

Will be interesting to see how long she has to think about it, and what she comes up with.

See above. This is wasted energy that you could be putting to better use elsewhere.

If she hasn't answered by morning, I intend to send another text, somewhat like the first, but adding something the C convinced me of.

"That I hope things can change for the better, but if not, though I would have died for you, I won't die without you."

NO. Don't send that. That will come across as weak and is pursuing.

Will see. Don't want to push too hard, but she does have a right to know how I feel about that.

Do you see what you're doing? You're pushing again... i.e. pursuing. STOP THAT. You already know THAT DOES NOT WORK. Stop doing what doesn't work.

Your SILENCE until Saturday will be far more powerful than any words you can say to her. She is just waiting for you to start pursuing her again... and then you will return to the same cycle as before.