"My ex, my ex, my ex, my ex"........that's all you can think or talk about, and you know what? She's got you right where she's wanted you for a looooooooong time!
You said yourself how badly you treated her before she left you. Didn't you say you hardly ever paid any attention to her? Didn't you say she couldn't take care of D3 as well as you could......b/c you were so particular about how things were done for your D? Didn't you say that you spent almost all your home time on the computer? Didn't you say that you hardly ever took her out anywhere?
Well, honey.....you're thinking about her now, aren't ya? You'd give your eye teeth to be able to take her out and spend time with her at home. Bet you wouldn't make a big deal about how "she" did something for D3 and that "you" could do it better! If you did, you'd be a fool.
You didn't even want her until you found out somebody else wanted her! You know what? If she did come back home, she wouldn't be there a month until you would be treating her like cr@p again! Know how I know? B/c she wasn't up to your standards to marry her, that's why. Go back and read your answer to me when I asked you why you were with her for 7 1/2 years and yet you never M her. Pitiful.....just pitiful. You ought to be horse whipped and if I were her daddy.....you would be!!
You need to learn how to be a man!
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
